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A note from my higher self: For the past six weeks you’ve managed to surprise yourself and even sometimes impress yourself with your new role as a mama. Even though your brain has found countless ways to overthink, worry, doubt, look back and see how much you’ve transformed. Today you finally watched the video of Azul‘s birth and it made you realize that your best approach to life is to trust it, the totality of it, even the not so ideal happenings because they all lead you to where you need to be, and ultimately, want to be. Trust life, Rosie. Trust that no matter what does or does not happen, you have the ability to find peace in every moment. Know that you can feel all the fear around protecting Azul but that in those moments you’re only thinking of his body and have forgotten that his soul is infinite and needs no protection. You can’t possibly know all the details that will fill your days ahead but you can know the life can be trusted. Look around and see where it brought you without you strategizing every move. You will know that you are trusting life when you can, moment to moment, release that subtle but persistent opposition to the present moment. Let go of the idea that you’re in complete control and relax into the knowing that life has a safety net and the Infinite has you covered. Oh, and stop googling everything for at least a week. You need to recalibrate and get back in touch with your strong intuition. All is well. 💙
2+ week check in: Is this harder or easier than I thought it’d be? My first thought is harder. But then I had to ask why and I realized it’s my thoughts. Aside from the lack of sleep, it’s the persistent thought of “Am I doing this right?” “Is this normal?” “Is he OK?” “How will I handle X?” that makes this seem hard. But if I get present, there’s a precious human I get to feed and make comfortable and sometimes entertain and that doesn’t seem as difficult. I’m also blessed with a partner and tribe ready and willing to lend a hand, ear, heart. So I’m checking myself and reminding myself that this part doesn’t last forever so enjoy, mama.
Grounding 🌱
Azulito’s happy place = my happy place 💙
First FaceTime with cousin Journey 🥰
Azul Sincere Whalum made his way through the portal to earthside on 2/26. Narada and I also made it through our own portal and a family was born. So in love with our SUN 💙
(Patiently waiting to) turn the O2 to the O3 💫 #godsplan #family #everydayisloveday
Get you a President who can do both 👊🏽❤️✨About to start reading #healingthesoulofamerica so that I continue my evolution from a self-help obsessed girl to a true spiritual activist woman that applies #ACIM lessons to every aspect of her life, including politics. Who wants to join me in the #growup ? 👀 #marianne2020 #areturntolove
Thank you all for the bearthday love. It’s been a beautiful year and it’s only getting better and better. Grateful to be in this body, on this planet, in this multiverse, with all of you. 💌
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